霖

a period of long rain...

my name 佳霖 refers to a period of long rain... then i am an aquarius, the water bearer... tats y i find myself very related to water... h20... rain...

its been a week of sch... and find myself more moody than ever... mayb its the weather bah... rain here and there... mayb no chio bus in lecture bah no motivation... heard gp B better ah worse come to worse must add drop to follow gp B...

things started to get bad esp on wed... flag dae... went to shoot 2 sets of arrows then came the "skyarrows"... rain... bo bian packed up then went gym... at nite... foul mood... went for run... then sleep... 5am in the mornin wake up to "lao sai"... tink i over exhausted... 830am went lecture... siao... felt so sick tat when hall to koon... the rest of the dae went bonkers... later the week other matters came to attention then started to feel the stress... mayb i just want to do things to the best bah...

ya just wanted to blame the weather... national dae comin soon... i heard tat the army usually pumps chemicals into the sky to cause it to rain "profusely" theses few daes b4 the national dae parade so tat on the actual dae... there will b clear skies all ard Sg... hmmm so the rain was man-made?

hmmm mayb my mood was man-made too... been tinkin too much lately bah... stressin myself to the max... wkend liaoz... finally time to relax... guess we shld not "fan" ourselves with "fan shi"... or else all "ma fan" starts to affect us badly... turn -ve stress to +ve stress... we are human afterall not computers tat can do multi-taskin... focus on a task at a time... "chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi" the boat steers straight once it reaches the dock...

hopefully can enjoy this long awaited wkend...